Heck.

I had my nightmare coming true yesterday.
It seems like history is repeating itself all over again.

During class, seeing Pui Ling stuck (erm, sorry, I couldn't explain it better than this) to one of my (considered) great friends made me disturbed. Mentally. My head just blew up all of a sudden..and I waited until about break time before I could have some space. By then, it went like a blubber and luckily managed to calm down.
When they came back, well, they were still to each other again and I was the one left behind. That had my tears falling.
What's worse, they didn't invite me to join them during their lunch break! :(

This incident reminded me of my school days (yes, primary and secondary school times that I mostly wanted to forget). My friends ostracized (is this right?) me during those times..just because they felt I'm a little queer. Hey, even weird people have a heart, mind and soul, OKAY?

Wye Ee's started coll yesterday, and I wonder how my best friends are coping with theirs right now...

And I can only get an outing after May 27...

-shen-