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Well, I'm back!

And practically confused.

Beware!! If you're not here for a rant or a confession, don't read on. Otherwise, be prepared!!
Here it goes.....:

How can I start.....

Okay, I'm having this weird attitude that comes once in a while.....and it happens every year!! Especially in 2004.

It started when I couldn't control of whatever I'm talking since kindergarten. If you're there, you would think of me as insane....but I couldn't talk 'til I'm 6!! And I started talking to myself everywhere....everyone said I'm....weird, easy said. Just ask my primary school friends and they'll surely tell that.

However, this year, it started plaguing my memories out too....and drains everything out of me. It started as a normal year....but then someone (you know who you are...:) )suddenly asked for my contacts...and I was the happiest for the first time in years!! But....my brain had sort of....'shut down'....and I started acting crazy towards him....and he sort of avoided me for a while. (Reason: I couldn't afford to start 'to be more than just friends'.....I feel scared that I'll turn out to be a maniac on him.) Well, we're still good friends now.....;)

Then...just now, it happened again. Afternoon......until now. I was walking halfway with my friends to JJ nearby.The next thing I know, Mom called me...and almost gave me a heart attack. I had to pace back to school....and saw Mom's car parked right in front of the guardhouse at school. I didn't know she wouldn't allow me!! At night (which is just now), I couldn't get my feelings out (more precisely, my courage) to actually speak......don't mention being face to face!! ARGH!!

Well, that's at least what happened to me, and have my brain drained out.....but my heart feeling better.

Care for a comment?

-shen-

Hey Guys!! (or gals too!!)

Heyloz!!
I might be away from the blog for quite some time......maybe a bit busy....and my schedule is driving me crazy!!

Hope to see you soon, ne?

-shen-