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Well, I'm back!

And practically confused.

Beware!! If you're not here for a rant or a confession, don't read on. Otherwise, be prepared!!
Here it goes.....:

How can I start.....

Okay, I'm having this weird attitude that comes once in a while.....and it happens every year!! Especially in 2004.

It started when I couldn't control of whatever I'm talking since kindergarten. If you're there, you would think of me as insane....but I couldn't talk 'til I'm 6!! And I started talking to myself everywhere....everyone said I'm....weird, easy said. Just ask my primary school friends and they'll surely tell that.

However, this year, it started plaguing my memories out too....and drains everything out of me. It started as a normal year....but then someone (you know who you are...:) )suddenly asked for my contacts...and I was the happiest for the first time in years!! But....my brain had sort of....'shut down'....and I started acting crazy towards him....and he sort of avoided me for a while. (Reason: I couldn't afford to start 'to be more than just friends'.....I feel scared that I'll turn out to be a maniac on him.) Well, we're still good friends now.....;)

Then...just now, it happened again. Afternoon......until now. I was walking halfway with my friends to JJ nearby.The next thing I know, Mom called me...and almost gave me a heart attack. I had to pace back to school....and saw Mom's car parked right in front of the guardhouse at school. I didn't know she wouldn't allow me!! At night (which is just now), I couldn't get my feelings out (more precisely, my courage) to actually speak......don't mention being face to face!! ARGH!!

Well, that's at least what happened to me, and have my brain drained out.....but my heart feeling better.

Care for a comment?

-shen-

Hey Guys!! (or gals too!!)

Heyloz!!
I might be away from the blog for quite some time......maybe a bit busy....and my schedule is driving me crazy!!

Hope to see you soon, ne?

-shen-

Sigh.....:(

Okay, if you don't want to read junk, don't read below. Otherwise....
BEWARE!!!

(Saturday, 27/11/2004)

Mood: Tired
BGM (Music): Cheers for the Earth - Image 1

No, no, no, no, no!!!
Why does everyone have to be better than me?
It's just so UNFAIR!!!

I couldn't come for practice sessions as I have to take care of Mom.....and the family's financial status is next to nothing!!
Dad's not working.....so he had to withdraw some of his savings every month to care for both of us!!

I was tired......from waking up at 10.00, became late for Kasturi, had a lecture from Mom right after that, then had to wait for past anhour for the next class....and made us stuck in an unnecessary traffic jam.....and it's all my fault!!! :(

Then, I had to pace up and down.....just to make time meet and had a heavy head for dinner.....a very bad one!!
Came for arithmetics practice.....volunteered to.....but then, brain went blank and couldn't even rest. (It's true....:(...)

(Sunday, 28/11/2004)
Tell me, honestly, do I have anything bad about myself?
Real honest.

Note: I don't like lies behind my back.....(backstabbing)


Well, too tired now.....and risking of dropping down class next year. ARGH!!!

-Peace Out!-
-shen-

Last Journal ------ not exactly!! :P

Day Four:
Okay, I admit that 'setiap pertemuan pasti ada perpisahannya'. Why NOW????!!! :(

This day, I could not wake myself up. Even the rest of us too......'coz it's time to go home. Even Sara slept in a room seperated from us the night before...and dreaded it. At least we woke up at an appropriate time.....more than enough rest for all of us....:)

By the time everything's packed, it's about 10.00 a.m. Uncle Tuck Soon and Aunt Suit Fong took us to an Indian restaurant for brunch at the old Silver Service Clubhouse. (Is that the right name?) We had a waiter who did not understand whatever we said, even when we asked for the bill and some spoons and forks....only to know later that he was newly employed from India. Although that incident happened, well, the food was great. I had pappadams (a kind of Indian crackers) in the fish head curry. One word for it: GREAT!! The best Indian food I've ever tasted!

Right after brunch, Aunt Suet Chin, Mom, Kat, Merie and I went to Borders.....just to end our trip on a high note. (Well, I like bookshops, for a change.) This bookshop has not only books, but also CDs and gifts. In the end, here's the list of what we've bought:

• Aunt Suet Chin: Books (mainly fiction and cookery), bookmarks
• Merie: 2 journals (notebooks)
• Mom: 7 bookmarks. One for me. YAY!!

At about 2.00 p.m., we left Borders for Aunt Suit Fong's house. The feeling of dread came nearer to us. It's just......saddening.

Finally, the time came. We said our goodbyes....and parted. We took the same route back.....just that we didn't take breaks....until we were at Machap. Merie and Aunt Suet Chin bought some snacks......before the latter slept in the car. It took its toll on us, alright.

While we were at Yong Peng (which was about 7.00 p.m.), we got stuck in the jam. Yeah, the traffic blues. We were in the queue for about 1 hour....in which most of us complained that it was too long....but not my mom and I (for your info, it took us two hours out of the jam from Rawang last year). It lasted until Seremban....when we realised that the drivers slowed down to watch an accident at the exit to Seremban. After that, everything went smooth flowing.

(9.00 p.m.) We finally reached Cheras....and took dinner there. Then it was time to head home. Quality rest assured.

Okay.....the trip's done!!

NOTE: We will be leaving for Singapore again on 15-21 December!!! :)

Hmmm....here it goes: Part III

Day Three:

(This is the day we went the least places....mostly it happens at home!)

After a tiring day the night before, we got the chance to rise from bed late......at least it's around 10.00 a.m.!! Ah......the rest we could superbly need.

Went online (again.....it's actually a few times the whole trip) but Kat took the comp (I switched it on!! So Unfair!!). Anyway, this was the time that Sara gave us her Neopets account....and at least I had the chance to be there for a while....

Around lunchtime (hey, lunch is not necessarily at noon).....okay, after lunch (to be precise), we had a dip at the jacuzzi at her home. Wow! (I wish I could have swam there, but it was too small.....) This time, Sean joined in the fun! It was great all in all although I had a few cuts on two of my fingers (well, too much fun causes trouble, I guess).
Then, I helped Aunt Suit Fong at decorating the Christmas tree. At first I thought there would be less work, but then Aunt Suit Fong was so meticulous that she said that the lights weren't enough. Therefore, we had to get to the nursery to get some flowers and buy lights there.
We went to two nurseries, the Far East Flora where we bought some tulips and shopped for some plant containers (more like wide bowls actually)....and I saw the pitcher plant (periuk kera....they called it the Venus Fly Trap) in pots!! (Well, we weren't supposed to touch the plant, otherwise they would slowly die....how sad!!)
Then, there's the second one, the Goodwill Plants (which specialises in landscaping). There wasn't anything much there, since it was just newly opened...and we managed to find the lights we needed there.

Ahh....home again.With the help of Mel, we decorated the tree again....and it was more beautiful then before!! Then the balls were put. There were green and gold balls there, so wew hung up those according to colours and space (in between them). After all the hard work, the fairy was put at the top of the tree....and voila! DONE!! It was great...definitely is.

During the night, we had a barbecue at the garden (well, it's not big, actually....the space was just enough to set up all the equipments! :P) I didn't know there were two guests coming too....to add colour to the occasion (to them...but I'd prefer my friends there, with all family members!) I ate just a bit....to 'alas perut' only! Then, the sleep time comes.....Zzzzzzz....

-continued: Part II-

Day Two:
Okay, I sort of got up early again.....as early as 4.15 a.m. (tak biasa with the beds there.....that's why 'home is where the heart goes').....but then I went 'lan fan chu' again.....slept until about 6.45 a.m.! Went down to the dining hall.....and curi-curi main piano!! Made Aunt Suet Chin wake up and went upstairs!! I thought "....that's so saddening.....wake people up d....", but then she said that it was beautiful playing....so it was OK d.....Then woke up my couz(s) in bed....that was about 8.00 something.....and I whispered to Sara that it was already late....and she was surprised!! Hehe...evil me leh....:P

Anyway, we (my couz and I) went to the market in Singapore with Aunt Suet Chin, Aunt Suit Fong and Mom (since this was the first time being there....just for fun!!). I was surprised that it was so much cleaner than the ones here in KL...not as wet too!! It's very organised....the way they arrange the stalls....and hygienic too!! (especially the meat section....they sell them covered in some kind of container) I guess that's the aftermath of the J.E. outbreak in Singapore....coming from markets...and meat sellers!! (Haihz...) Tried the mangoes there....for free...really sweet!! No. 1 leh.....and well...that attracted some of us to buy some....made me Hungry! Harahekta!!!! However, the pathways are a little narrow, so we had to squeeze in between the stalls....maklumlah, the space being small....
After that, Aunt Suit Fong took us around the market, which they call it the Indians' area....and she said one of the restaurants there (The Banana Leaf Restaurant, Racecourse Road) serves the best banana leaf food.....but then no chance to eat there.... so bad....

Went back home again, played in the comp again (but it was Kat's turn).....had to wait until night!

About 5.00 p.m.: We went to The Esplanade (the locals call it 'The Half Durians'...but 'Bug Eyes' sounds better) and went to eat dinner....since all of us were hungry....
We originally wanted to eat at 'My Humble House', one of the most talked Chinese restaurants in the region...but then it was full house...so, Plan A failed, so we went with Plan B: eating at the restaurant next door.....which is part of the restaurant too! So we ate there....in a modern setting!! (It was cool, trust me!) But the food was almost like normal, only that the names were too spectacular! The drinks are nice too!! Nyam nyam!! :)

By now, the dinner is done....Sara, Kat, Aunt Suet Chin, Grandma went to shop around Esplanade....while Merie, Mom, Hann Lynn, Aunt Hooi Lee, Uncle Tuck Wieng and I headed to Theatre Hall to watch 'Mamma Mia' ! Luckily we had some good seats there....it was at the upper stalls!! But the space there was too narrow (again...)...
Okay, back to stuff....the show was GREAT!! FUNNY from beginning to end.....and I've got to eat strawberry ice-cream with coke during intermission!! And the taste of the ice-cream was original!! Nice!! (If you don't believe me, watch it yourself....and you'll get it! :P)
After that, all of us went to the Waterfront....how I wished I had a camera with me....the scenery was beautiful....I could see the Merlion within a distance...and the prestigous Fullerton Hotel right behind it! OMG....the rivers too!! Sara and I entertained ourselves with a rendition of two songs....very weird songs....but it was great too!! We sang our hearts off....until Merie passed a mike (actually, it was her hand, positioned as a mike) to us.....aiyoh.....but then, we sang all night long!! Yay!!
Then again, Sara interviewed Kat and I about what happened the night before....a little boring, but at least it's enjoyable!!

By the time we reached home, it was almost midnight. I had the chance to use the comp....curi-curi again.....until Kat realised it and used her Messenger in it...(haihz..)
After that, it's time for bed. We couldn't settle ourselves down that fast, so we talked again until we......slept. Another day gone.

Finally.......an update!! :)

Fuh......what a relief!

Anyway, if I haven't told you,
I've been away to Singapore for 4 days: Saturday - Tuesday
Here's the whole account of it:

Day One:
Haha......left the house at 5.45 a.m., with bags all packed and ready to go! Reached Grandma's at 6.15. I was quite surprised to see Auntie Suet Chin waking up so early! With Merie and Kat too! (Heard that they couldn't sleep the night before - Aunt Suet Chin took the blanket off them. Sigh.)

After every preparation was done (which was about 6.55), we started out journey to Singapore. Halfway through Ayer Keroh, we went for our breakfast at A&W at the 'Restoran Jejantas' *sorry....i've forgotten the English meaning for it*. We took the Second Link there.....but at the Singapore checkpoint, the customs afficer there ALMOST did not let Merie in. (Her passport did not contain her I.C. no. on it. Luckily Merie had her I.C. with her, if not........haihz!) Went to Aunt Suit Fong's residence there (behind Revenue House, for your info)....but we're not tired yet! Someone greeted us at the door....it was quite cool! Had a play on Sara's comp....and went online for a while.

A while later, I followed Aunt Suet Chin, Aunt Suit Fong, Grandma and Mom to Fu Lu Shou, a complex where all Feng Shui accessories are sold. We walked around teh complex and bought a few statues from a few shops there. I was tired along the way.....and almost slept. But the fun starts there! :P

After that, Uncle Tuck Wieng treated us to a movie at Cathay Cinema at Orchard Road. Well, it was 'The Incredibles'. We had a good time there.....the movie was great, and I could try the mixed popcorn there (the salty and sweet). Mmmmmm....good!

At night, we went to a restaurant (I've forgotten where) for dinner. The food there was OK, except for the crab at the last course. That was one good experience for me, not having to remove the shells myself before, and the meat was delicious. (Well, the dish was called Hairy Crab in Singapore, but is called Water Crab here....inform me if there are any mistakes!)

We returned home after dinner. Had my bath, went online (but my couz is using it)....but suddenly Aunt Suit Fong came into the room and called us to sleep. So Unfair!!! I didn't have the chance to use my own account!! :(( Anyway, we went like a late night market before we went to sleep that night.

Meledak Lagi???!!!

I don't know how, I don't know why, but this is what happened:

I had practice class for mental arithmetics tonight (means just now) and it was a real fright for the mates there. Why? Well, I almost erupted (true!) and I went bongo for almost the whole time.

This is exactly the story:
I was 30 minutes late from the exact time for my practice session for the day. When I reached there, Ms. Lim, the teacher teased me for being 'lost' for quite some time...but I smiled and just walked into class.
There weren't many people there at first (as I thought) but as time passed by, the number grew more and more. And I didn't realise that another class was there too!
The class was making so much noise until it was one of the short breaks when i had to close my ears for a while....but it didn't work. Then Ms. Lim made some noise during the contest session....but at least I could still withstand it.
The thing that made me mad was that the other class (the ones that I told earlier) was a little bit of a chatterbox....and almost too much. My head then couldn't accept anything that supposed to come in after that and I was slower than usual. It's so saddening!
Why can't they just learn how to respect the other classes and give others some peace?

That's the only main thing that happened......not mentioning the incident in which I laughed like a madman a few days ago. (Deborah, I think you can recall it, right?)
Well, it's a few days, isn't it? I've almost forgotten what I'm supposed to write about that....

Ok, have to get done....

-Maddie Signing Out!-

Did I.......?

Okay,
I think I need a reality check right now....

I have betrayed the trust of two of my favourite people. Believe me, this IS true. I just can't explain why......but here it goes:

1. Datin Khoo asked me why I didn't bring Cheryl along for class. I didn't know what to answer her, so I just shook my head. She then called anyone for Cheryl's contact number. Couldn't get through. Next, she asked who Cheryl was with at that time. Bala (who was after that known as a girl's man) had known that she was with Shastini (who went body-piercing) at a shop around McD's, so he called her to ask for Cheryl. Guess why he's called a girl's man? Well, he couldn't stop talking even when Datin Khoo asked him to. And the person on the other line's a girl. Whoa.....)
A while later, Cheryl was back, but then the place seemed crowded and everyone was staring at her. I invited her to get a chair outside, but there wasn't any, so Datin Khoo asked another boy to get one for her. I offered her the space next to Datin Khoo herself. I really did menyusahkan everyone an felt guilty for what I did. What's done is done. It couldn't be redone. ARGH...........!!!!

2. Mom just realised a big amount of money on my table. She asked me for an explanation for that. I just said, well, the music fees for last month wasn't paid. My mom sweared in front of me.....as she said she wasn't a day late for fees until now. RIGHT NOW. Well, it's the downright truth, isn't it?

Gotta go.....I'll write if I have more thoughts, ne?

See ya!

BORED.....again

Hey....
What's happening out there?
It's boring in here!!!

Just updated stuff...but then don't know how!
Can someone please teach me??

Add some more later, ne?

So BORED..... :(

There's nothing much for the day, but then....
I'm So BORED..... nothing to do right now!
Argh!!

Looking forward to the class party, which happens to be at night (oh no....)
and on a tuition day [alamak.... my favourite tuition..... WAAA....:(( ]....
I hope someone can send me there.... without my parents guarding me...

Anyway,
My exam results were bad, EXTREMELY bad.....
Mom actually 'killed' me for getting the results not up to her standards.... and almost banished my comp... so I have to be online mainly at midnight!
And.....
I'm green with envy over some of my friends who happen to be super smarties.... always score when others fall.... ARGH!!!
Why can't I be like them??!!! *sighs*

So.... for now.... no holidays for me....
just study all the time.....
what can I do....

I'm blur now..... *brain shutdown*.....
See Ya! :)

P.S.: I need some help on photos and HTML editing.
Can anyone help?
Thanx!

:D Yay! Yippee Yay!! :)

Okay...
here it goes:

EDIT: EXAM'S OFFICIALLY OVER!! I'm so happy!

Well, I'm now bored to bits in the aftermath of the exam, but then... I'm worried for the day of reckoning. Yep.
The day the results come.
Yikes!
How am I to face that, ne?

Well, I'd better write more...
I'm still blur right now (as always... hehe)
:P

Gomenasai!!!

Heyloz!!
Sorry for the extreme lateness...

This update will be quite short as I have to revise for the current exam... ;)

Imagine yourself studying in a lighted, stuffy room.
As you were studying,
You hear a clap of thunder in the midst and....
BANG!!

The lights went out,
Everyone around you is scurrying all over the place,
chattering to themselves...
You were left wondering what happened to the room, the lights, everyone of you....
and...
THE LIGHTS ARE ON AGAIN!!

This is what happened this evening... around 6.00 p.m. or something..

Anyway,
GOOD LUCK FOR THE COMING EXAM and CHEERIO!
:)

*no title.. maybe confused* :(

Oh my..
I've forgotten my updates!
Sorry... gomenasai!

Here's the post:
I had a funny feeling on Thursday saying that *ermmm... everyone not coming for duty and stuff....* ... JUST KIDDING!!
It's just that... I AM CONFUSED!!!
That Thursday (which was yesterday) was my cousin's birthday. The one with a fake smile sometimes.... if I'm insulting, sorry!

Anyway,
Duty... a freak! As usual, I couldn't do my duty well.... couldn't even wrap ten books!! WAAAAA..... *cries*! Didn't state it in the green book (the jobs book)... but then managed to replace it with clearing Mystery Box! Everyone on duty definitely managed to get one for cleanliness, but for those hardworking ones, they would get extra!
Adam, as usual buat pasal... but then he wasn't as worse as last year. That's what I heard, I'm not really sure!
Today, I pulak yang kena marah... by Kar Man... as the rubbish was not thrown away! Luckily I told her that there weren't any rubbish bins... otherwise it could have been even worse! I managed to find the person on duty and told her about that... her face changed straight away, but didn't care much! I suppose she's not been good lately, has she?

OMG!!
Mr. Tan's class was especially dull tonight... not to mention WEIRD! Other times the clas would be very meriah and stuff but everyone went sleepy by the end of class. I was wondering, WHAT HAPPENED? Like sort of bad luck or something?

I had the chance to watch Survivor on its first episode... not to mention missing half of it!
However, it was worth it.... the adventure has just started when I turned on the TV. Interesting!
One more thing... girls rock!! The men's tribe were too confident until they got themselves into trouble... with Brook going out in the first episode, which he admitted that he didn't want to be one. Sad, isn't it?

As for now,
I'm in my little heavenly chamber....
Rest and work!

See you on next post!

Creeping..... ;)

Maybe I don't have enough time for now, but I'll update this with a longer one on my next post.
Oh yeah,
I decided to update my blog on alternate days so I wouldn't be having a hard time writing long ones...... hehe ;)

See you soon!
CHEERIO!:)

Just Thinking.....

Yay!
I've just had the time to blog in here for the day, so.... here it goes:

OMG!
This is my fourth week working as my current post in the library, and there are butterflies in my head right now!
The probates just came in for their first duty today, but Kien Kee didn't come and giving 'no transport' as a reason. To me, this is just crap! I just hope he's not like Adam again, PLEASE!
And.... I had to run around to check on what they are doing (including librarians, too)! It was very tiring.... until I actually neglected the duty I was supposed to do for the day!!! My friend even teased me with this!!! TERRIBLE!!!
Adam and Amsyar are on their business again, this time chasing around in the library! Like small kids!
I had to shriek at them before they could stop!!
The probates made a mess with the book processing..... only 4 books passed out of a lot of them! *Well, that's after a check on books with Jing Yan!*
In the end, I could only 'return home' at 4.30 p.m.
I'm thinking of preparing my report tomorrow....

Tuition at Datin Khoo's wasn't that bad.
I learnt PHR (peruntukan hutang ragu) and a bit of lembaran kerja... some of my friends yawned during class! *The teacher's quite particular about it!*
And... she gave a lecture about not taking her for granted. Actually, this was before we started lessons!
*Wasting time only....*
*Should I come for extras on Saturday?*

Tried some Cadbury Dairy Milk Chocettes. It was the best if compared to the other brands in the series! Oishi!

At home *which is right now*, I've just been looking for good mp3s. Found some good ones but there's not enough time...... have to download them one by one!
I've also been posting in HP-B!
It was great! *dorm, broken silence*

For now, I'm still relaxing in my musky little chamber... while doing a bit of my Math hw.....

Cheerio and Smile Always! :)

Just Popping In!

Ok...
Just thinking of popping in... I'M SO TIRED!
Will write more in next post!
See you! :)

Really BAD!

Ok,

I slept late last night (about 4.00 a.m.) and did not have too many good sleeps at all. Luckily I managed to chat with a friend online (it was about 2.00 a.m.)!

*I was really surprised when someone told me that someone -not her- had a bf!*

And many unbelievable things just happened on the same day!

I reached tuition early (for once) but I had to pay the price for sleeping in class! The class wasn't entirely boring, I didn't sleep!

Right after that, I went to Leisure Mall to get a printer cartridge. What I didn't know was that the shops (my target shops) opened as late as 12.00 p.m. and that made me have to eat my lunch first.

I felt weird too when all the stalls along Speedy were replaced by mooncake stalls! Where were the usual stalls?
I had myself running everywhere looking for them until I came across a computer store just next to Fireworks. *Finally!*

Everywhere in Leisure Mall was under construction, so I couldn't see the whole block fully.
I was amazed too when I crossed the bridge that links the two blocks together. It was air-conditioned! And the pathway was blue! That was a far cry from what I've seen of it last time.
Good change!

On my way home, I went to the show houses of Bukit Hatamas and Perdana View's Bali I and II with Mom. I wasn't impressed with Bukit Hatamas at all; it was located down the valley and I knocked my forehead when I wanted to cross to the sales office!
Bali I impressed Mom, it was super huge!
Me? Bali I and II are almost the same, only that Bali II was far bigger downstairs.

Finally, I'm back in my musly little chamber....

Heyloz! :)

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